Tagged in: The crazy

Nazis

I live in a country with Nazis in it.They helped elect the POTUS, who does not denounce white supremacy.Coincidentally, he does not know even the most basic aspects of world (or even US) history. Which I guess means we’re all condemned to repeat it. Or we would, if climate change wasn’t going to kill us all first. One thing’s for certain…I’m going to continue to smoke as much pot as I fucking want to, because I am sad and hopeless…

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What if I told you…

Yeah, it’s the same depression and doubt that happens all the time. I’d been sleeping too much and tired all the time, even waking up often in the middle of the night. That hasn’t happened much since I started using a CPAP. Turns out, my sinuses were stuffy and it was impeding my breathing. Since I still have decent health insurance, I got my nasal spray refilled and that’s going well. Speaking of insurance, if the ACA repeal goes through,…

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My Brain Not on the Drugs it’s Usually On

Last week, I had a doc appt on Wednesday. I hate going to the doc. Actually, I hate going anywhere. I don’t like being around people or in environments I don’t have any control over. The older I become, the worse this is. But I needed med refills and an A1C, so I arranged my whole week so I’d be sure to make it to this appointment. The doc was sick and canceled on me. That sucked. It was almost…

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Why Snoop Dogg and I aren’t speaking.

Disclaimer: Medical pot is legal in my state. Even if one doesn’t have a medmar card, getting caught with pot in my town is like a traffic ticket. If the laws are different in your town, for fuck’s sake, don’t smoke any pot. This post is not meant as a substitute for medical or legal advice. Drugs are bad, mmmkay? As many of you know, I switched to vaping a few years ago. After about 2 months, I lost my…

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Another year another…you know, everything else.

September 6th is my mom’s birthday. It occurred to be recently that I tend to refer to mater in the past tense, even though she’s not dead. I wouldn’t even say she’s “dead to me,” because I don’t pretend she’s dead. I just talk to her slightly less often than I talk to (or toward, more like) people who actually are dead. There are plenty of dead people I think of as better, smarter, cooler, kinder, and less violent and…

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That One Friend

We all have that one friend who doesn’t seem to have any idea of their value. That person with a couple of amazing skills and talents, the one who is always there for you when you need them. The person who tolerates unacceptable romantic partners because they’re afraid no one else will want them. The person who stays at a shitty job where they’re not appreciated–because who knows what might happen at a new place? The person who believes every…

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How to Safen Up–Safe Style

We haven’t heard anything else from Nightmare Client since we got that ridiculous letter from his rented legal firm. While that may seem like good news, it worries me. Some facts: –Nightmare Client is sure I’m responsible for all of his bad Amazon reviews, and therefore his lack of sales. –I am not responsible for any, and Amazon can verify this if they so choose. –As of the 13th of this month, the 21-day deadline sent by the lawyers will…

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Nutshell

I’m done with the digital portion of this project for my terrible client–who is easily the most arrogant fuckwit I’ve ever had the displeasure to work with. I’m feeling better about life in general, and will be starting up with a new therapist soon. Big thanks to everyone who reached out. You guys are da best. You’ll all be pleased to know that my marriage is still intact. That is all. Oh wait, that’s not all. Daredevil S2 is pretty…

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Did Funzo Just Say “Hurt Everyone?”

I finally, at long last, have my proper medication in hand after being more than two weeks without it. As of last night though, my psyche was pretty much broken. I was within a breath of telling H to “shut the fuck up and stay away from me,” which is simply not how we speak to each other. But my brain was broken. In weirdness news, I learned that there’s a way to report people who steal your Tweets. One…

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Indian Food

I had Indian food for the first time last night. Paneer with spinach and a seafood dish in a spicy sauce with yogurt and nuts. Also, garlic paneer. H had paneer as well and a citrusy tomato sauce. It was really spicy. Mine was supposed to be “medium” but I also found it intensely spicy. Here’s the thing.I need to learn to make–at the very least, paneer and that sauce, which is called “korma” sauce. I’m guessing that this will…

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