In case you hadn’t heard, The Horror Within website will be offline as of Nov. Sadly, I have neither the time nor the money to do this project as well as I want to. Too busy trying to chase the green and be a “real writer” to do all the non-essential horror writing that I want to. In fact, I’m doing almost no writing that I’m not getting decently paid for these days. I had many hopes and plans for The Horror Within, which honestly were not very realistic after our Kickstarter was a giant fail.
You may ask, Wednes, do you ever get tired of writing books people don’t read, making audiobooks no one buys, publishing stories no one gives a shit about, or generally planning things that never end up happening in the way you intended?
Yes, in fact. Yes, I do. H says I only think I fail at stuff because I’m always trying new stuff. I dunno. I haven’t written a book in forever, and haven’t published one since 2012. I don’t even have an idea for a book I’d feel passionate about. I have to think that if none of my stuff has taken off by now, it isn’t going to. My mom’s voice echoes in the back of my head, making me wonder why I ever thought I had enough talent to write anything in the first place.
Rather than whine about how everyone else’s life seems to work out, and how writers I think are totally shitty have huge patreon funding and legions of fans–I’ll just thank everyone for their support and figure out what thing I want to fail at next.
As for things to fail at, I’m taking suggestions.Tags: irks, mag, scribing